I just thought Id document how much I loved last night. My surprise party was awesome. It was all perfect. Hard Rock was so much fun.

I had a blast with my boyfriend. Like a great time.

I love those Jori and my mom for planning such an awesome event. LOVE IT.

mwa mwa mwa!

Im happy.

Ive said it before and Ill say it again.

The most important people to me in this world is my family and Jason. Theyre always there for me when everyone else is gone. dont get me wrong, I have a few friends who have never wronged me but as for everyone else, GOODBYE after HS.

I know I sohuld let them go, but its hard, even for a strong willed girl like me.

I turn 18 in 5 days, wow.

Senior year...
I cant believe it,
its here,
and I cant wait....


FOR IT TO BE OVER. lol

Its Summer vacation,
and most of all I love being alone and doing nothing.

Sometimes it really feels like all I have is my family and Jason.

I got a taste of the one thing I cant handle last night,
I couldnt sleep, eat, or breathe,
I cant do it again,
Hope Im wrong about it coming.

Ive never felt so betrayed, whatever.

Its summer.

Dear Summer 2009,

What do you have for me? Hopefully a bunch of great things. Keep my love strong and friendships alive.

Xoxo,

Stephanie

I HATE YOU. I KNOW EVERYTHING YOURE SAYING. DONT TRY TO RUIN MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. YOU WILL NOT. I WONT LET YOU. IM SORRY THAT AS AN ADULT YOU FIND ME AS A THREAT. PATHETIC, BUT I CAN SEE WHY YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE ME. I STEAL YOUR SPOTLIGHT. SPOTLIGHT THAT YOU DONT DESERVE. YOU MAY HAVE GOTTEN TO ME TODAY BUT YOURE IN FOR A RUDE AWAKENING. THIS ISNT EVEN A COMPETITION.


I ALREADY WON.


By proving to be the more mature one shows that I won. Youre pathetic and Im on top. Go ahead, hate me more. Try to get students on your side. I cant even believe Im writing this. I never thought Id be in this position. Go ahead and try to take my spot, its not going to happen. You love childish drama.

Have a great long weekend cause next week will be hell :)

Id only admit on here how disappointed I am that I didnt get a Bobcat Acheivement Award or whatever its called from ANY of my teachers or admins. Wasnt invited to the ceremony and pretty much feel like everything Ive done is so unappreciated.