im_stephanieee

im_stephanieee @ 2009-10-17T18:50:00

2009-10-17T22:51:46Z

I just thought Id document how much I loved last night. My surprise party was awesome. It was all perfect. Hard Rock was so much fun.

I had a blast with my boyfriend. Like a great time.

I love those Jori and my mom for planning such an awesome event. LOVE IT.

mwa mwa mwa!

Im happy.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-10-11T19:42:00

2009-10-11T23:44:15Z

Ive said it before and Ill say it again.

The most important people to me in this world is my family and Jason. Theyre always there for me when everyone else is gone. dont get me wrong, I have a few friends who have never wronged me but as for everyone else, GOODBYE after HS.

I know I sohuld let them go, but its hard, even for a strong willed girl like me.

I turn 18 in 5 days, wow.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-08-16T22:28:00

2009-08-17T02:29:25Z

Senior year...
I cant believe it,
its here,
and I cant wait....

FOR IT TO BE OVER. lol

im_stephanieee @ 2009-07-02T13:14:00

2009-07-02T17:15:08Z

Its Summer vacation,
and most of all I love being alone and doing nothing.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-06-25T22:11:00

2009-06-26T02:12:11Z

Sometimes it really feels like all I have is my family and Jason.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-06-23T13:00:00

2009-06-23T17:00:49Z

I got a taste of the one thing I cant handle last night,
I couldnt sleep, eat, or breathe,
I cant do it again,
Hope Im wrong about it coming.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-06-10T19:03:00

2009-06-10T23:03:27Z

Ive never felt so betrayed, whatever.

Its summer.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-06-06T20:01:00

2009-06-07T00:03:35Z

Dear Summer 2009,

What do you have for me? Hopefully a bunch of great things. Keep my love strong and friendships alive.

Xoxo,

Stephanie

im_stephanieee @ 2009-05-22T19:23:00

2009-05-22T23:26:28Z

I HATE YOU. I KNOW EVERYTHING YOURE SAYING. DONT TRY TO RUIN MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS. YOU WILL NOT. I WONT LET YOU. IM SORRY THAT AS AN ADULT YOU FIND ME AS A THREAT. PATHETIC, BUT I CAN SEE WHY YOU MIGHT NOT LIKE ME. I STEAL YOUR SPOTLIGHT. SPOTLIGHT THAT YOU DONT DESERVE. YOU MAY HAVE GOTTEN TO ME TODAY BUT YOURE IN FOR A RUDE AWAKENING. THIS ISNT EVEN A COMPETITION.

I ALREADY WON.

By proving to be the more mature one shows that I won. Youre pathetic and Im on top. Go ahead, hate me more. Try to get students on your side. I cant even believe Im writing this. I never thought Id be in this position. Go ahead and try to take my spot, its not going to happen. You love childish drama.

Have a great long weekend cause next week will be hell :)

im_stephanieee @ 2009-05-21T01:27:00

2009-05-21T05:29:36Z

Id only admit on here how disappointed I am that I didnt get a Bobcat Acheivement Award or whatever its called from ANY of my teachers or admins. Wasnt invited to the ceremony and pretty much feel like everything Ive done is so unappreciated.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-05-03T21:47:00

2009-05-04T01:48:02Z

Sometimes I wish I could fast forward past all this college stuff and have a career and be married. I want to bypass the bullshit even though I know it is so nessecary.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-04-26T11:42:00

2009-04-26T15:46:48Z

It disgusts me that my own family would say bad things about me. Im nothing but nice to people who probably dont deserve it and then youre going to go and whisper and talk your crap? Whats really sad is that it doesnt exactly hurt me, it just makes me open my eyes to what everyone has always told me. Ive always kept an open mind because I give everyone a chance. YOU DONT DESERVE ONE. YOU DESERVE NOTHING FROM ME. DONT COUNT ON ME TO STICK UP FOR YOU NOT EVEN A LITTLE EVER AGAIN. I will remain civilized with you and polite just to tick you off even more. Because something that I have that you dont is class. I will treat you with some kind of respect just to keep my dad happy, NOT FOR YOU. To think you got people to join your train just shows how much they love me. NOT AT ALL is the answer. Its really unfortunate cause Im a huge family person. Just dont unessecarily say things that you dont know about. YOU DONT KNOW ME, YOUVE NEVER TAKEN THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME, AND ITS SO SAD ON YOUR PART THAT YOU WASTE YOUR SATURDAY NIGHT TALKING ABOUT TEENAGERS. HILARIOUS. I pray that you read this somehow. But if you dont, DONT WORRY, Ill be sure to voice my opinion next time I see you. Tata for now.

YOU MESSED WITH THE WRONG MACHADO.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-04-20T23:31:00

2009-04-21T03:31:47Z

Youve done a 360 and Im loving it. Im running for Senior Class President. Its my dream and its so nerve wrecking. Im so ready for the challenge.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-04-15T20:04:00

2009-04-16T00:04:46Z

Everyday you remind me that Im pretty and great
and Im not ashamed to type that

Thanks for the constant reminder
♥

im_stephanieee @ 2009-04-07T00:22:00

2009-04-07T04:22:43Z

The feeling I felt today isnt good,
it may be good for me,
but not for you,

you have no idea.
Open your eyes before it slips away,
maybe you dont even care.

Consider us twins.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-04-03T23:38:00

2009-04-04T03:39:07Z

It's like you're a drug
It's like you're a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-30T23:01:00

2009-03-31T03:02:04Z

My new favorite sport is baseball.

The best truth box Ive gotten:

2009-03-30T03:40:03Z

"you have an amazing personality and you are my idol. =]"

made me feel really good

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-25T23:40:00

2009-03-26T03:40:45Z

Tomorrows my pep rally,
second one of the year,
I hope this one is just as good as the last,
My stomach is in knots! lol

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-20T19:12:00

2009-03-20T23:13:17Z

Uneventful week,
Next week is March Mayem at our school,

I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE FACULTY VS STUDENT BASKETBALL GAME!
It should be so funnnnnnn,
and I love to see the end results of my projects.

TGIF

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-15T00:42:00

2009-03-15T04:42:47Z

We made cheerleading finals in tally
WERE 7TH IN THE STATE OUT OF 50

Im so proud of our squad :)

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-12T19:34:00

2009-03-12T23:35:51Z

You know whats scary, that throw up feeling is gone.
I'm extremely upset but I'm not gonna throw up.
Not this time.

YOU RENT MY HEART, YOU DONT OWN IT!

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-08T17:28:00

2009-03-08T21:30:22Z

Sometimes my heart is in two different places I got you in my life and I wanna do right but its hard to let it go.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-06T14:53:00

2009-03-06T19:59:27Z

This whole thing going on at my school is really frustrating me. Who would've known that a little video made for fun would cause such catastrophe. To have people disappointed, in me of all people, makes me feel so sick. I hope this doesn't effect me and just blows over.

im_stephanieee @ 2009-03-05T16:49:00

2009-03-05T21:49:58Z

I think people telling me they believe in me is one of my favorite feelings.